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Coming off Citalopram – crying in the car…

October 21, 2012 By Ellen

Don’t worry this isn’t a sobbing into my shredded wheat kind of post.

I just thought that there might be some interest in how I’m doing since I decided to come off Citalopram.

I have, for once, done exactly what I said I was going to do. I cut down dropping half a tablet here and there until the point when I couldn’t remember whether it should have been a full or half tab. At that point I decided I would take only a half dose every day… I suppose you could say I’m half way there.

How does it feel?

Good question. Serious introspection isn’t really to be recommended. Or at least I don’t like it. It’s impossible to know exactly what’s going on, because rather inconveniently life carries on.

What has actually changed?

The biggest thing I’ve noticed is that sometimes – and usually in the car – I am moved by things, music or stories on the radio. Tears prickle and threaten. This is something that hasn’t happened for the whole time I was on Citalopram but used to happen before. I don’t think this is a symptom of any great mental turmoil, it just happens.

Otherwise, this week I was feeling a bit flat, a bit tired and somewhat crabby. This could be for any one of a dozen reasons: I haven’t done enough exercise; I’ve got PMT; Boy Three keeps waking me up in the middle of the night; I’m bored; I’m hungry; I’m 45; I’m coming off Citalopram.

Next steps.

I’m going to spend a couple of weeks on a half dose and then start cutting down from half to nothing following the same pattern. Watch this space. I’ll report back.

By the way, am I the only one with a tendency to Radio 4 induced bouts of sentimentality in the car? Surely not.

Filed Under: antidepressant, citalopram, Coming off citalopram, depression, PND, post natal depression, Radio 4

Comments

  1. Debbie says

    October 21, 2012 at 11:27 am

    I've never done the citalopram thing but I've been prone to inconvenient bouts of emotion all my life.
    As for feeling flat and crabby, let's try to rearrange the Vietnamese lunch. I could do with some perking up too xxx

  2. Karin @ Cafe Bebe says

    October 21, 2012 at 12:06 pm

    Really valuable Ellen. I'm on 20mg of Citalopram and the one thing missing for these 6 minths has been my ability to cry at the drop of a hat. Weird as it may sound, I kind of miss that part of me.

    Karin x

  3. Jaana Martin says

    October 21, 2012 at 1:24 pm

    Take Care Elski

  4. Fiona says

    October 21, 2012 at 1:34 pm

    I did the same coming off Fluoxotine. I can't say for sue whether the coming off caused me to feel more emotional etc or the rest of what was going on in my life. I do think the anti-deps take the edge off of all emotions, happy or sad and that is a good thing when you are going through a particularly rough phase in your life. But while I now feel suddenly rather sad sometimes, I also now feel suddenly very happy at other times. I like the contrast in my feelings. I prefer to feel less emotionally-dampened, if you get what I'm saying. However, I have had some really low periods for more than a week or so after coming off the tabs completely. Generally, though things have been ok. Good luck dear friend xx

  5. sallyjenkins says

    October 21, 2012 at 7:06 pm

    Thankfully I've never suffered from depression but know people who have. I can only wish you all the very best in your journey. As for crying at Radio 4 – I found that when I became a mother, I started to cry at the drop of a hat, especially if there was a sad child-related news story. My daughter was the same age as those shot in Dunblane and that upset me greatly.

  6. Ellen Arnison says

    October 21, 2012 at 7:37 pm

    They are inconvenient, aren't they? And yes, lunch soon xx

  7. Ellen Arnison says

    October 21, 2012 at 7:38 pm

    Someone else on Twitter said they had exactly the same thing – the welcome return of the tears.

  8. Ellen Arnison says

    October 21, 2012 at 7:38 pm

    Thanks.

  9. Ellen Arnison says

    October 21, 2012 at 7:39 pm

    Thanks very much. xx

  10. Ellen Arnison says

    October 21, 2012 at 7:41 pm

    Thanks for your message Sally. I know exactly what you mean – it's like having children suddenly makes life very real. If that makes sense.

  11. Older Mum says

    October 22, 2012 at 9:10 am

    Hello Ellen – I'm really glad to hear its all going well for you, and that you have everything in perspective – that the way you are feeling is for a number of reasons. I think I am about to up my dose from 10 mg to 20 mg as I don't do so well over the Winter months, and I am going to take the approach of alternating days of doses before taking the full dose of 20 mg. I have to say at the moment I quite like the flattening of my emotions – I'd had my belly full of the last two years of blackness and turmoil. Its nice to feel fairly consistently calm for a change – I still shed a few tears now and again, which is fine, although that might change when I jump to a higher dose. I think I am going to stay on them for a few years to come – I know I need them at the moment, and they are really helping with the bad PMS I am getting, which might be associated with onset of peri-menopause. By the way did you take them morning or evening, and did they interfere with your sleep in any way?

  12. Ellen Arnison says

    October 22, 2012 at 11:42 am

    Perhaps part of the beauty of these drugs is they give you a rest from the turmoil. I take them in the morning and I don't think they interfere with my sleep – or at least certainly not as much as my three year old does.

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